Im still alive

Its been awhile!!!
Still sinking in, 3 kids!
Still sick
Still EXHAUSTED!
Blog..........
not at the top of my list.
Sleep is!
This morning,
Poor poor baby
My youngest spit up,
this preggo belly did everything
in its power to hold it in,
but couldnt
poor poor baby
got spit up on herself!
Mommy spit up!
It was so gross
Im 10 weeks along,
prayerfully
(will you say them with me)
this sickness starts to ease.


My spirits have been higher!
not as gloomy.
Nick has helped!!
He truly is SUPER amazing!
He makes me smile!
He warms my heart!
I couldnt do any of this
without him by my side!
and hes kinda cute! ;o)

The girls are great, growing so quickly,
3 is just around the corner for my Anbo!
Yikes, then its 18.
She is so smart,
spunky,
and has an attitude!!!!
Drives me CRAZY!
but I love her!

Em is almost 9 months,
She is such a joy!
As Anbo was at this time
Im loving her.
She go go go,
and so very happy!

In just over 2 weeks,
we find out what we are having!!!
We are going early,
so we know before Christmas!
Im excited.
Nervous!
like I said, its still sinking in.
Once I see the little one,
Its gonna be real!
More real than just hearing the heart beat,
but SEEING it!
YIKES!

Well my head is spinning staring at this screen,
So Good bye!