Friday, August 10, 2012

Coffee, rant.........

This was so gonna be a vlog. BUT I went to book club completely forgetting about our coffee date. I came home remembered, {its 1:00am} and looked in the mirror, I look EXHAUSTED! No make-up, major breakout, just not gonna happen, I would be slurring my words!
So last week Alissa asked us to blog about  
'a dream you have that you feel like God’s laid on your heart and you may not know how it’s all going to fall into place, but you’re trusting Him as you take the journey.'

A big one is adoption! I wanna adopt a wee one so badly. I know God wants me to as well, its just not HIS timing yet! In that, Im trusting Him. 
Trusting Him to bring the funds, to have the perfect little one for us, he or she might not be born yet. Im praying for that baby, whoever they may be!
I know we are to move out of state. I dont know when or where. I know its between two places right now. It may be tomorrow it may be in two years. Its hard to just trust God, to trust that He has my back, that He knows what he is doing. I have a hard time with patience. I want to move, I want more babies, I want to adopt I want to do so much. Here I sit playing a waiting game. BUT I have the BEST distractions! I have my 3 AMAZING girls! Whom I love oh so much. That my father in heaven has entrusted me with. Three little girls HE is letting me borrow! For now, thats good, thats great!

Earlier today, err yesterday I was looking at precious babies, children, awaiting their forever families. Awaiting someone to love on them, children who have nothing and no one, who live in orphanages. Who knows how they are being treated. No one there to cuddle them at night when they are afraid of the dark, to hold them close and let them know its ok..

My heart aches for these babes. I wish I could take them all!


Does that answer the question.....? I dunno.

Linking my silly little blog up with Alissa at Rags to Stitches

8 comments:

  1. This is a wonderful, wonderful, wonderful dream! My hubby and I want to adopt too, and I anxiously await beginning the process :) Thank you for sharing your heart!!!

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    1. Thanks for stopping by and your kind words! :o)

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  2. Adoption is BEAUTIFUL. Great post.. and no blog is a silly little nobody blog! ;) You are somebody who has a beautiful dream!!! wish you the best!!

    xoxox
    JeNeal

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    1. Thank You! I changed the wording! Your right! Thanks!!!

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  3. i feel the same way about adoption. I know God is calling us to do it, it is just a matter of the timing being right. It is hard sometimes to wait but I keep reminding myself that Gods timing is always perfect.

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    1. Waiting is tough! Definitely not fun! He does have his perfect timing. I sometimes just wish it were NOW! hahaha :o) Good luck on your adoption venture as well pretty lady!!!

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  4. what a wonderful dream! I know God will bring those desires to fruition!

    Stopping by from Rags to Stitches :) Have a great weekend.

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  5. HAHA! I was so late this week & just finished my VIDEO for coffee date at about 1:00 AM. Top knot, droopy eye, dark circles & all. LOL! I love babies too & we were fortunate enought to be blessed with one HEALTHY girl. I wish we could have had more, but I have a medical condition that causes birth defects. She's almost 12 now & I've learned over the years that I can still be a mother, especially to all my friends and their little angels. I wish you joy & the best of luck with your adoption journey. Thanks for sharing this & linking up this week.

    Have an amazing week!

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